I have writer’s block.
I don’t know how many times I’ve approached the computer meaning to sit down and blog, and instead of turning to WordPress I’ve gone to FaceBook (oh, the shame!) and played online computer games. Not gambling games — just solitaire — and I guess that has something to say about my frame of mind. Solitaire.
I don’t know what precipitated this vacuum I’m in and I hope by forcing myself to sit here and do this little bit I will get past it.
It’s like I don’t have an original thought in my head. All that comes is inane crap that I certainly don’t want to be bothered writing down.
I really want to figure out why I’ve stopped thinking. And, therefore, stopped writing.
I started a writing group at my school for kids who want to come out and learn what writing is all about. Wanted to share with them the fun that writing can be, the sense of freedom it can bring, the pure joy and exhiliration of putting words down on paper and knowing that they are YOUR words.
Do you know how hard it is to speak of the joy and satisifaction of writing when you’re not feeling it? Talk about feeling like a hypocrite!
Anyway. . .
I guess that’s it.